okay this has nothing to do with suicide i just need to get this out you don’t have to read if ya don’t want to.
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So my bff likes this guy and he’s amazing he’s taller than me (I’m 5’9 in the seventh grade) and he loves all the music I do, he connects with me, and we never get bored of eachother when we talk… it’s clear that i like him too. and I realllllyyy really like him, and I think he likes me (he always stares at me and smiles when I come and talk to him and smiles whenever he sees me….) and I just feel like if emily (my bestie) likes him, I feel like a horrible friend for liking him too, I feel like a backstabbing ***** because i’m his friend… so I just sit back and help her try to snag him while my heart is all but jumping out of my body.
I’m a horrible best friend, I don’t deserve to be her friend, I’m a *****…I should stop talking to him altogether… but…. i…. can’t….
I’m a *****
3 comments
your not a bich at all all your doing is being human and the last time i chekt thats normal dw love your be fine and i can garantey that this its just a blip tomorow youll be after another 1 by the sownds of it you do deserv to be her frend for not runing off with him all redey 🙂 stoping talking to him is not going to help all your feelings for him will billd up till bang you whont beabel to take it aney more and youll blert it out let it diy a nachral deth like all “crushs” good luck xx
true….thanks I feel better.
ples dont do aney thing that you will regret