Cutting those cuts,
feeling the razor blade slice into your skin,
seeing the blood flow…
No, I know it sure,
I will never heal of self mutilation.
NEVER
And those scars will always stay…
ALWAYS
There will come more of them.
Because the feeling I get is indiscribable.
Feeling that pain that’s going through my whole body,
feeling something and feeling numb,
feeling like it’s my best friend,
my best help,
the only thing I can trust.
Yeah, that blade and that stanley knife are really MY best friends.
A little poem written by myself:
And then you’re sitting there,
crying in the corner of the room.
With a knife in your hand,
seeing the blood slowly flow down your wrist.
Your arm hurts,
but you don’t mind,
because all you feel is the relief.
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Beautiful….
@Selbstmord,
Thank you for your comment. May I ask you if you are from Germany, and if no, from which country are you then? If yes, where in Germany do you life (which big city is nearby??). I think you could life in Germany because your username is German. I would really appreciate it if you would answer this question…
Hey, I have a Stanley too. Small world.
@dont_mind_me,
Do you use also other things to cut?? And small world?? I think the world is HUGEEE XD.
Yeah. I have my Stanley which I stole from a friend’s house. It’s pretty big and pretty old but I don’t care. I also use tweezermans which work brillianly. Cheers.