So lately I’ve been feeling like I’m useless..it feels like everything I do is not good enough. I just want to leave this world. I think It would be better without me here. I need someone to talk to but I have a hard time opening up to people. Last time I opened up to someone they showed me why I don’t open up to people. I’m tired of crying every night. I just want to end the pain. I’m hurt, depressed, angry. I just want it to all go away. Everything is tooo much. I’m 15 in highschool and im failing all my class. The school I go to is too hard since it is a stem school we have more work and 9 classes. At home its very stressful, I got to hear my mom yell at me everyday over some stupid stuff and she always brings up my mistakes and uses them against me. I hate that. What I did was in the past and would like it to stay there . I just want to give up I can’t take all this stress and pain. I don’t smoke but lately I’ve been thinking about doing that to get rid of the pain. Plz comment advice I really need it, thanks
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I’m in the same boat as you. I’ve failed out of school, been living in my room for the past year. Don’t smoke, it’ll just drain your wallet. As for killing yourself, don’t. You can turn it around before it’s too late, and it’s not too late, trust me. There’s hope for you.
There are more important aspects to life than those you feel you fail at. Cigarettes will just put you at risk for eventual cancer. They leave a bad taste in your mouth and don’t help. I’d rather you smoked pot. But at your age it’s best to do neither.
It sounds like your mother is yelling at you rather than listening to you. She needs to listen. Is she too stressed to listen? I don’t know your particulars but you sound like a person who has a lot to live for, but is in a living situation that does not support you.
Perhaps take a deep breath and share more.
i know how u feel im going through the same thing right now dont smoke because once u start you wont stop its not worth it
as for school all u can do is try to block out your parents i try my hardest and its hard but you gotta try doing it cause it stuffs u up
dont kill yourself you still have your lif ahed of you
I feel you live in a corrupt place , leave there, go to nature or at least yard / street
spring is coming , nature is going to reborn , look the trees grass mountains birds , they will inject your soul the passion to live ,
life and nature are able to cure you, just believe it