Whether that be through a botched surgery or adverse effect to a medication? Â For me personally my life was ruined by my dentist who removed my mercury fillings without using proper precautions and exposed me to a shitload of mercury and basically destroyed my brain. Â I then got tested for my mercury levels but for some reason they showed up at “normal” levels whatever that means. Â I know I’m poisoned though so psychologists/psychiatrists called me delusional and gave me the diagnosis of schizophrenia. Â My life is over and has been for quite some time. Â Is this all there is to life?
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I’ve been injured by them in a variety of ways, but mostly through the psychiatric specialty. Horrible hospitalizations, seizure-causing medications, brain damage from ECT, did I mention rampant stigma that destroyed my soul and ability to do my profession?
I don’t know if this is all there is to life, but when you lose so much control over your own destiny it’s hard to find any reason to continue.
I didnt get hurt by a doctor rather I did it to myself, I severely dislocated my knee in a car accident and probably should have lost my leg. But anyway im coming up on my 3rd knee surgery in 4 months. There also a reason why I refuse to take or get treated for my depressions, I dont want to be drugged for the rest of my life.
I’m sorry to hear that. I don’t even consider psychiatry medicine. All psychiatrists do is guess what might work for you and prescribe medication and hope for the best. They don’t even realize all the damaging side effects that happen to people. Personally right now I’m forced to take anti-psychotics or my parents will throw me out of the house. Anti-psychotic’s destroyed my sexual function and turned me into a zombie. But what choice do I have? If I stop taking them I’ll be thrown out in the streets or sent to a mental hospital.
I do realize how drastic an action such as suicide is but I see no other way out. Should I continue to live in misery or end it prematurely. That is the question I have. God damn it I wish an asteroid would just wipe out humanity and put us out of our misery. Also I’m debating on which method I would go with. The best method seems to be an overdose of barbiturates but that’s near impossible to find.
Countless years of my life were ruined by all kinds of psych meds given to me for depression and anxiety. I had horrible side effects and medical problems and was a zombie. He gave me whatever just like guessing. And didn’t monitor or care about what it was doing to me even when I told him. I’m better off off of medication. I think its dangerous for anyone.