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by hopefuldreamer
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If there’s something I could change about myself  I wish I wasn’t soo sensitive and that things wouldn’t get to me. Yesterday at school something someone said got to me and what they said wouldn’t usually bother me. The people at lunch I usually sit with(which is only 20 minutes) kicked me out of the table and said “we don’t really know you and don’t understand why you sit with us considering you’re a sophomore and we’re freshman and you have plenty of friends in school so I don’t see why you sit with us and you don’t really talk” the thing is that isn’t true I don’t have any friends in school I just have people in my class that are in my lunch wave and I explained that to them. It’s just that I felt attacked as a person because I didn’t do anything and kind of felt stepped all over because the kid who says this always has a problem with me even when I don’t do something maybe I’m being too sensitive it’s just that is the first time I felt like a loser you see last year I didn’t eat lunch in the cafeteria I ate it in my classroom and people kind of see me some type of way I  guess but I wish people didn’t think I was such a weirdo and I do talk it’s just that maybe I’m not interesting  I don’t know why but ever since I’ve been depressed I find it harder to socialize and I care so much about what people think .. I wish I wasn’t a loser  *sigh* I guess I’ll just leave the table and spend time in the library

 

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6 comments

TheWanderingSoul 4/27/2013 - 4:12 pm

Don’t even bother with them, they’re not worth your time. I was the exact same way, at one point I even stopped eating lunch, so that I wouldn’t be made fun of. But I realized that it doesn’t matter. You’ll find that you’re much happier alone, and soon, being alone will be your own personal choice.

hopefuldreamer 4/27/2013 - 5:23 pm

thanks that makes me feel better

Fancy 4/27/2013 - 5:03 pm

You’re not a loser. People who give a depressed person a hard time for eating at a table, are. It may not be much fun spending lunch time alone, but it’s probably better than having to listen to silly comments from inconsiderate fools.

hopefuldreamer 4/27/2013 - 5:11 pm

Thanks I guess I’ll hang out at the library and sit with my classmates

somatic 4/27/2013 - 5:05 pm

Don’t waste your time on them, you aren’t worth it. You shouldn’t have to listen to their BS, you’re worth more than that.

hopefuldreamer 4/27/2013 - 5:20 pm

thanks I’ve decided to move to a different table

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