I think I put way too much trust in people although it’s nice having someone care I feel like I’ll never be able to be completely to be open I guess not even to myself which is what I wanted to be the person I want to an get over this slump. I think I need something to preoccupy me from this bad week but I’ve lost interest in things and its hard to get back into them especially this week because I feel tired and irritable, and I don’t feel like trying anything but I guess I’ve got with something small I just don’t like disappointment