Mom: I cannot thank you enough for all that you have done for the family. Thank you for working so hard to pay for necessities, housing, and my medical bills. You will no longer have to deal with that though. The end is near. I’d like to also add that I wish you understood the way I have felt all of my life. The words I recall hearing still hurt me until this very day: “a mistake,” to Rebecca. The beatings were not a lesson learned, nor helpful to my self-development. Your yelling and screaming did nothing but torment me, I never wanted to hear it, felt like curling up in a ball and ripping my ear drums out. Your favoritism still hurts me, yet I hope you continue to treat them like gold, because you have finally realized we are human beings. I wish I was never born yet you chose to bring me here [mistakenly], thus bringing yourself suffering and stress. Well you will have one lesser of a burden now. Another tip, stop talking shit about your own children to others. Word gets around, hence why I never want to be around, try avoiding your presence. It hurts just to even be in the same room.
Dad:Â You are such an asshole but I thank you for caring and providing for us, excuse me, them mostly. You aren’t my real father, yet still to this very day I call you that. Thanks for trying and for contributing to the abuse as well; verbal, physical, emotional, mental.
Brother: Don’t do anything you’ll regret. You’re apparently turning out like me and Nikki, which is a pathetic comparison. Keep it up in school, I wish we were still close and you weren’t so judgemental, disrespectful and agitating.
Sister:Â Go fuck yourself, you’ll believe everyone else but me, accuse me for the littlest of things and try to get me in trouble. You are a HORRIBLE being, selfish, greedy, gluttonous. I hope you pursue acting because you sure as hell can.
Tammy: I wish we were carrying out the end together, but you had to decide to do it on your own. I love you though.
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Yeah, but wouldn’t it be better to rule the world and flip a nice giant bird when you can honestly say you succeeded on your own. Sounds like your fam mostly can go f itself. But f them in the long run. Success is a bitter pill for those that can’t see past their own bull shit.
About the same if i wrote this. Only about the same ount of hate for both my parents. And advice for my brothers. I’m quite sorry it sounds like yourfamily
Has not been anywhere near the description of kind or loving to you. Sympathy.
I write one about my dad. I’m going to write one to my sister and best friend and my boyfriend too. And my mom.
Sorry to hear that you went through such abuse in your family. My family was never nearly as bad. I hope that the end is not near for you and you decide to go on living. Once you move on and get people in your life who care about you, then it will be almost as if your past never existed. Even if it takes years, take baby steps and move on from these people. As my roommate always used to say “the best revenge is living well”. Key word : living.
Hope this helps !
Thank you all for your comments, the end is certainly near, sometime in late june I’m hoping. I shall see you all on the other side.