i’m Alex  (a girl) .. i get bullied a lot and nobody even cares . the school staff and my family know about it but they just don’t care . i get called names , threatened , sometimes hit/kicked/punched , people give me dirty looks , and spread rumors about me , and etc. Even family has told me to kill myself along with people at school . i am pretty sure i was touched inappropriately when i was a young kid. i am bisexual . i don’t know what to do anymore.. i just feel so alone , lost , worthless , and etc.. i don’t know what i did .. i have this hard situation with my boyfriend .. i don’t know what to do with that either. i don’t even know if we’re still together but apparently he isn’t allowed to talk to me . i just don’t know what i have ever done.. i want to die . i want friends but that isn’t even possible . people stab me in the back and pretend their my friend . they talk badly about me a lot and spread rumors like that i have STDs and HIV and i have had sex with all my ex boyfriends but i never did and i don’t have those diseases either. People constantly tell me that i deserve to kill myself and hurt myself . They tell me everything is my fault and that nobody cares . They say that nobody likes me and that i have no friends . They threaten me . They also call me names but i honestly couldn’t name them all .. it would take a really long time if i tried to .. i’m just so depressed 🙁
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There is someone that cares about you out there. And when they talk about you hold your head high and show them that what they say about you doesn’t hurt you or affect you. I know it does but once you show them that it doesn’t bother you it should end.
“in order for your words to upset me, i first have to value your opinion.”
^ was intended as a sort of “rule of thumb” on how to deal with people being overly or unnecessarily critical of you.
Whatever anyone says, only “matters” if you value their opinion, and respect how they arrived at their conclusion. If you know they’re wrong, or just being mean, you just don’t have to care.