I am trapped in a dark place, tormented by the choices I have made. I want to end my life, to end my pain, but this pain will never go away. The moment I stop hurting, will be the moment that the people I love begin hurting. It doesn’t seem fair to endure it myself, and far more unjust to give it away to someone else. But I need to escape. How can I break free from the prison of my own mind? Someone please tell me how.
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I know how you feel. I feel trapped in mine too. Like everything that was once normal to me is now torturing. I wanna end life too and find peace but like you said the moment you stop hurting is the moment everyone else is hurting. I wish life had a choice. We just have to keep going.
You are right, we do need to keep going. I hope to find a way to break free and truly live. Maybe some day. For the time being, what do you do to make it a little better?