Am wanting someone to correspond with regarding ideas on the best way out. If you are located in Sydney, that would be wonderful. Would really love the reassurance of knowing if worse comes to worse, I have a practical plan to put myself out of my misery. Can’t get guns in Australia or the drug used to put down animals that can sometimes be sourced from Mexico is pretty much impossible to get here. Other options I have read about are Propoxyphene (Darvon, Doloxene, Depronal (Digesic /Darvocet no good)) which can’t seem to order online with no prescription or Amitriptyline (Endep or Elavil) which on the surface of things can seem to buy online from the US with no prescription, though don’t know how you would go importing it into Australia or being sure that it is the real thing. Any advice anyone can give me on reliable sources? The other obvious option is ******** and a bag but I would have no idea what to do without someone’s help to undertake this method. Look forward to hearing from anyone who can help.
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Sorry to get to you so late, but I am also in Sydney. If you want, we can chat through here.
I have thought long and hard about different methods. My main concern is causing the least possible distress to family and friends. I do not want a graphic and bloody exit. Things got bad last year. I had a knife in my hand – as much as I wanted to just stab the hell out of myself and be done with everything, I couldn’t do it for fear of causing myself and my loved ones unspeakable pain. I made a shallow cut on my wrist and even that hurt. For a split second, the pain was almost a relief in that its cause was easily understood, unlike the pain in my head and heart. The thought of going all the way with the knife scared me – I lacked the courage, but I would say that it was the guilt and worry from the knowledge of scarring my loved ones for life that ultimately overtook my instincts.
Sorry, kind of blurted out the above paragraph before realising I’m off topic… So, I have done some research on the ******** method. Out of the methods you mentioned, I personally think that ******** would cause the least distress. Plus, it’s over quickly and non-messy… There’s a lot to prepare though. I haven’t gotten to the point of figuring out where I can buy ******** tanks without arousing suspicion. I don’t know whether there are any regulations in Australia for the sale of these, but in some other posts on this forum, people in the UK/US have said that it’s pretty easy to get them from any welder shop. With more digging around on the internet, I’m pretty sure we can figure it out. There is information in The Peaceful Pill handbook on using ********.
I would really recommend NOT sourcing drugs online. Like you said, you don’t know if it’s the real thing. I have heard that a lot of people go to Mexico to source the vet drug that you are referring to, pentobarbital sodium (e.g. ********), but restrictions have really tightened, so it’s getting harder. I do not know if I will regret saying this here, but I have work access to Lethabarb, which is another brand name for the drug. I have seriously contemplated using, but I know it would get people who are important to me in serious trouble. So, in the end, it is still ********.
I will get my hands on the Peaceful Pill Handbook to find out more. I think that you should too. Of course, only in the most desperate circumstances would we consider taking our own lives. The time may or may not be now, but like you said, a practical plan helps.
Hi, I know your post is 2 years old. I’m also in Sydney and would really like to talk with you. Please reply if you get this message and we can make contact.
Hi, I know your post is 2 years old. I’m also in Sydney and would really like to talk with you. Please reply if you get this message and we can make contact.
Still looking for someone in Sydney?