My mother hates me. I dont know why she does, I have four siblings and she nevertalks to them the way she does me. She’s always looking fr something to shout at me for. I lost count of how many times she’s told me to go kill my self or how she wishes that one morning she’d wake up and find me dead. I’ve no one to talk to and it hurts. Growing up all I knew was abuse from my mom and brother she hit me with text books for getting wrong answers when I was 6 years old. When we would go out she’d tell me not to walk too close to her because I was fat and I looked embarrassing, the list goes on. I’m about to turn 16 and I dont know what to do anymore I wish she would endure the pain that I go through so she’d stop abusing me, even if it’s verbal now it really hurts my feelings and sometimes I think maybe I should really kill my self and make her and my self happy..
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You do have people to talk to, that’s why we are here.
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Someday you will be free of your mother. You will be on your own and you will survive. My father used to criticize me all the time when I was young when i was 18 he had 7 strokes I thought it was a terrible thing but over time I realized I was free. I am 45 and still suffer from self hatred of myself or wonder why me but I am working on myself and thank goodness we have this forum to help us supportive people. Just remember that who you are is a great person and your mother has character defects. For a mother to say such things means she is mentally ill. It is hard because she is your mother but you must believe in yourself simply because you are a child of God. Always remember your worth. Listen to the song by Jesse J who you are. There is nothing wrong with who you are!