That sure has been the case with a few of my most important posts. 😛
I hate everything about the world. Today my dad got mad at me because I was by myself at a theme park looking for my group. He says I would have “no chance” against any fat fuck trying to pull me into a van because I’m “16 and 5-foot nothing.” Also, yesterday, I was out walking, and a boy in a car rolled down a window and shouted “Take it off, *****!” at me. I’ve gone through this a number of times. I’ve been whistled at and shouted at by boys and I hate it. I want to kill myself now because then I won’t ever have to worry about getting raped or harassed ever again. I wouldn’t even be killing myself over a temporary thing. This will be a lifelong problem since I am a girl. I will always have to look out for predators. Everyone always says to do so “especially since you’re a girl.” Fuck life. Fuck all the motherfuckers that think it’s fun to victimize and harass  girls. I’m also tired of being inexperienced and having “next to no” knowledge of what life outside home is like, but I know that,in order to have that wisdom, you have to be older, and therefore, closer to the end of your life. I want to have experience and still have a lot of days left, but I know that will never happen.
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There’s plenty of strong women in the world. It’d be sexist for anyone to think that all women are weak and defenseless. (Even I used to kick ass: an ego breaker totally emasculating males; but that was before I got sick.) Try… develop a fierce will… and commit yourself to judo and/or self defense lessons, etc – resist conventional standards..! Girl, it is possible for you to become a powerful female in your own right (it’d be pretty cool to exude that intimidating factor huh).
I’ve never seen you post here before. If i’d seen them probly would’ve commented. I’m a guy and girls drive by saying the same shit. I wish eh. I’ve only had a couple girls in my lifetime drive by me and whistle. One girl yelled that I was hot. I didn’t mind that at all. It’s different for girls though. You’re young too so it can be tough out there when you feel defenseless. You’ll acquire that knowledge the more independent you become. No rush believe me. By the time you’re my age you’ll have all the experience you need. Some girls try to grow up too fast and they wreck their lives. Seen it first hand.
No one replays to me either so don’t worry