feeling so much better

recently I just broke up w my chick.. cuz i showed her my depressive side.. and she couldn’t accept it and felt very uncomfortable.. well breaking up w her was one of the worst and traumatic experiences i have gone through in a very long time.. but now i feel better!

I learnt a lot from it.. and I wish that I was feeling this calm and relaxed about my life when I was still dating her 🙁

I felt that after breaking up.. that I really needed to change myself and the way I think and behave on a day to day basis.. I have some issues with socializing and my work, career etc.. but the worst part is I really dwelled on them daily.. which made it so much worse! and I showed that to my gf.. and she was like wtf is wrong w u.. everything’s not all that bad and you’re going insane..

so i made a conscious decision to just take it easier.. and day by day it worked! and now even though my situation is perfect.. I just feel happier and more relaxed about it.. cuz I’ve decided to..

I’ve done some of these posts.. but guys if you wanna feel better you just have to decided to feel better and take it easier.. just focus on stuff that you like to do.. and things that make u happier and avoid thinking about those that don’t…. at all costs.. and gradually it’ll be better….. it’s not gonna work for everything.. some people out there might be going through some horrendous stuff..

but if you have a different and more relaxed mental attitude about it.. you’ll feel better eventually..

now I wish I was still with her so she can see that I’m more relaxed and just better.. and we could be hanging out but no.. she’s gone.. so take my word for it.. just chill