Hi everyone,
I will try to keep it brief, after all I dont know how long I will be staying here.
So I just finished writing my notes, Don’t think I’ll go through with it, im too much of a coward.
I am 25 years old, just finished my degree in Business. I have no job, I have no go to apply for jobs. I interviewd for a company and they went in to recruitment freeze, I am still hoping they would hire me. Ive been waiting for over 6 months now.
I am still leaching on my parents and theyre working hard and I feel so bad for leaching on them.
I decided to apply for a Masters degree just to fill out my time. I got into a really good university and a medicore one. I can not decide which to go too as I feel useless and think Ill faill any degree i attend.
I am contemplating how to end it. I have been thinking about going up to the building roof and just jumping. But I am afraid of heights.
What should I do, how do I turn my life around? Is it worth turning around?
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Have you got any work experience?
I did work for my dad in his bussines. I was quite good at it. I’ve just become so lazy. I used to think I was the best thing ever. I scored well academically achieved high grades etc. Now I feel worthless and shit. I keep being worried about failure and that I am one
Do you actually *want* to get a master’s degree? Or would you be content with applying for a job with the degree you already have?
Only way things are going to change to get what you want is if you attempt to do something about it.
So what do you want?
Honestly
I just want to die.
I have nothing to live for.
So nothing interests you about life? I find that hard to believe..
Parents. Family. Friends. Aspirations. Money (if that’s what you’re into). Travelling.
Any of that? If you could do/have any of that – would that change anything?
I love my family I could not have asked for a better one.
I have a few friends which I like.
I have no dreams and aspirations. I wanted to become an accountant. But what is the point. I will be miserable once i start working anyways.
I ll never find love or have a family of my own.
Maybe you could try getting some regular job that isn’t too terrible, just to sustain yourself in the meantime, and use your business degree to help you start your own business?
Is that what you want? A family or a girlfriend (or boyfriend)?
Well, if you commit suicide, how else will you be able to repay your parents? Giving them a funeral bill isn’t exactly, thoughtful… but, I understand how you feel. It’s hard to get jobs period. I’ve been applying to over 20 places and I still can’t get a job. Not even making pizzas a pizza hut… wtf? Just doesn’t make sense… but, anyways. I think, you should just give it at least a year or two. Hell, wait til you are 30.