I will try to keep it brief, after all I dont know how long I will be staying here.
So I just finished writing my notes, Don’t think I’ll go through with it, im too much of a coward.
I am 25 years old, just finished my degree in Business. I have no job, I have no go to apply for jobs. I interviewd for a company and they went in to recruitment freeze, I am still hoping they would hire me. Ive been waiting for over 6 months now.
I am still leaching on my parents and theyre working hard and I feel so bad for leaching on them.
I decided to apply for a Masters degree just to fill out my time. I got into a really good university and a medicore one. I can not decide which to go too as I feel useless and think Ill faill any degree i attend.
I am contemplating how to end it. I have been thinking about going up to the building roof and just jumping. But I am afraid of heights.
What should I do, how do I turn my life around? Is it worth turning around?