hi.
I don’t know how to start this post…how to end it…I don’t even know how it can end. I could end up talking about puppies.
That was an exaggeration.
Ok um so yeah ok agh I really want to write but I don’t know how to put it into words.
Anyway, I’ve been through hell and back. It’s sickening how much I hate myself. I’ve had family problems for a while, before I developed an eating disorder, began to self harm, a bunch of shit imbetween (anxiety, OCD, etc.,) and just wanted to die. But there’s this saying that keeps me going.
Someone could have it worse.
Maybe your father had an affair.
Someone else’s father could be dead.
Or maybe someone never met their father.
I don’t know…I don’t want to seem preachy. I feel like self pity and hatred is the seed of our disorders. There are so many simple answers to problems. I don’t know why everyone hates his/herself. Who made up the requirements for who deserves to be treated as a human being? I’m not going to make posts and say, “omg every1 is beautiful! fuck society!!” because it’s a lie. We live in a world where no one is truly beautiful to everyone. I will say this though: I don’t care how “ugly” you think you are. You’re a human, dammit. You deserve to be treated as one.
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Thanks, your beautiful