im just tired of my life..having to wake up each day is such an effort! makes me not want to get up.. there’s an emptiness I cant explain and an isolation that crushes me every minute of the day. I know I’m depressed but nothing has really helped me.. don’t know why I’m still alive to be honest. if I die, maybe i’ll finally have an escape that I yearn for..
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@Pillarofsalt: Couldn’t have said it better myself.
@ both of you! I say the same thing, just in different words. I agree with the same thing about death. Death seems like an escape. The true escape, not cutting and drinking or crap but the end that ends what you want to end. It’s hard to live when you don’t have a life. But death. . . it’s the only open option.
@thegirl8 – I don’t think you could have summed it up more beautifully.. it’s hard to live when you don’t have a life