My husband died 18 months ago. I am raising my granddaughters age 16 and 20. I will put my house up for sale next spring and move into a small condo I own that will be in same school district for 16 year old. When she has finished high school and gone off to college my plan is to finish cleaning everything out and then kill myself. I plan to give everything away and have liquidated all financial assets except condo. Will have trust redone and everything spelled out for all financial gifts upon my death. Life is too hard without my husband and the thought of continuing to live is not appealing in any way. I have friends, entertain, and occupy my time with volunteering and raising my granddaughters. So, I am trying to find some joy in life….but there isn’t any. I am a nurse so I will make sure to not leave a mess for anyone to clean up. Plan to have a message sent a day after i complete suicide to police dept. for wellness check…so they will find me and not a family member. all cremation arrangements will be done ahead of time. it is just hard to wait to implement plan.
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I dont know what to say it sounds like your mind is set
I feel this pain when I read your post – I wish you the best – Bless you.
It sounds like you’ve done so much for others, raising your grandchildren, then losing your husband. I would very much like for you to have some time to find ‘you’ in this mix and live your life before you cash it all in.
Can you think of anything you wanted in life before you were caught in other’s net? It’s not too late.
Think on it.
thank you