What do you do when you feel like you have no way out of your hell? Â My life is miserable. Â I wish I could just off myself and end things, but then all my years of struggle and suffering would have been for nothing. Â No, I am not a young teen with a possibility of a real future. Â I am not young anymore and I am not physically healthy anymore. Â I regret that I did not do it decades ago when I was 7 and life was hell (I was abused) and really had the mind to end my life back then.
I just hate my life and wish it wasn’t and isn’t the way it is. Â But I don’t know how my life can improve or how my endless nightmares will end, unless I end myself and sadly, I am not able to do that anymore. Â So then what do I do?
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Hmm…so how I’d get out of my based Hell? I think our renditions of that smouldering, subterranean place of never-ending pineapples up the bum-bum may differ. But if it is indeed based on how I perceive it to be…simply answer is I’d be fucked. My Hell is comparable to the video game Silent Hill 2…I fuckin hate that game.
From what I understand you’re in your late twenties, si? So…what is it that kept you going all these years, despite all the abuse and struggles you had endured? I mean, I understand your health isn’t too shabby, but what about before? I’m unsure as to what you should do, other than reflect on what got you this far and IF you can repurpose it to use in future.
Well, that’s all I have.
bah ,
sounds like you stuck! I can only hope for you things get better!