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Hello everybody.  I am speechless (as you can see). I joined here because i am really weak at making decisions (like death or life, joy or sadness..). I mean i and my mind are living different lives. On one day i make about three- four mind changes. I just don’t  know which one I am right now. I am always copying someone. I mean i can be myself (sometimes) but  mostly i’m trying  to be someone different. i always  think too much. i was in mental hospital. i was in mental hospital for month, i wanted to stay there more. i don’t even know why i was there.  i lie every day.  i am honest.  i’ve cutted myself, i eat my skin from my fingers. there are wounds.  i found this page by accident because i was searching  sort of suicide club. i want to die but i wonder if i ‘ll regret after. almost everyone annoys me. even now i don’t know if i’m honestly writing this. and sorry if i wrote some unnescesary things .

thanks