Many people want to end there lives so what the hell makes me any more special then all the other kids. Why am I posting this? I really don’t know I guess I have some things to get off my chest. I’m defiantly not a happy person so you say I’m Severely depressed and I don’t want to change, Â I’m the fuck up and the dumb fuck in my family though everyone thinks I’m the smart happy kid I’m not. people who say I’m too young to be broken, to young to be sad, too young to not know what pain feels like they obviously don’t know. The pain I’ve been through is very unbearable to me maybe not to you. I think I’ve finally hit rock bottom and this is my place to be. I’ve finally realized that i was never alive really I just wallowed in my own pit of Diptera putting on a facade of happiness thats not real at all. Yeah I’m suicidal yeah I want to end my “life” why? Because I think why do I need to be here, the only reason I’m still here is because 1. I was born and 2. I haven’t died yet. So I guess you could put your input on theses feeling I have towards life but I don’t care. I don’t know when I’m gonna do it but it will be soon.
-CrimsonDream
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Im not going to judge or tell you, you shouldnt be feel this way.
You are in a pain. You nor I can deny that. We are all in pain and we are all each special becuase each and everyone is different and is very unique. But all of us are equal in we each are all in pain.
So you hit rock bottom. Welcome, I am here too. I have been here for some time, but I would love to talk to you and understand you. I wont try to convince you out of anything. I just feel you need to be heard. I will listen.
So please feel free to talk, or even yell at me. I dont mind.
Im here, always will be.
Take care.
Thank You very much and I’ll be sure to keep it in mind when I need someone to vent or talk to.