well i stumbled across this website when i was just looking for some ways to kill myself….i problem should say some back story im 14 years old and have cut for eight years…i have tryied suicide 14 times but clearly they all have failed i was never the smartest person and i have few friends most witch have moved away or killed themselves. I mean this morning i woke up to a friend crying and then i heard them shoot them self in the head…i heard them smash there head onto a hard floor and now i feel nothing..no emotion. i mean people tell jokes and all i do is stare…but even farther back my first attemt on suicide was when a kid at school who had parents to go home to said to shut my fucking mouth and get over it…ive never had a good home life either my parents hate me and want to kill me they tryied belive me now they are divorced and my dad beats me when i dont say anything but beats me when i say something…i dont know what to do anymore …i wanted to say something on here because i dont know what to do…i hate my life but i dont want to leave my friends….i try to talk about it but all i do in the end is just saying nevermind….im really bad off right now people at school shove me down the stairs and beat me up after school. i just want to jump in front of a truck. i want to hurt myself or kill myself. Im bipolar and anorexic and only weigh 80 pounds…i starve myself when i cut and cut when i starve myself…please someone….help
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do you have a safe place where you can go, where there are people who care about you and won’t abuse you ?
@Jaysonerickson do you have any messaging apps ? I think I’d feel comfortable talking to you on there although I don’t mind. So I’m aware you get bullied at school and beat I d o too. I’m aware you want to kill yourself and so do I. My advice to you is to try your hardest to keep going(that’s what I’m doing) cause if you’ve tried attempting suicide and they all failed there’s something obviously keeping you here right now. Whatever it is keeping you alive still I thank it or them cause even though we want to die we’ve been strong for a very long time. I’m 13 going through bad problems but I’m not gone yet and neither are you. So write back when you can. I appreciate and care about you I may be far away but I’m still here for you. If you ever need to talk I’m here
-CrimsonDream
You need to leave your house, ASAp. Go to your best friends house or a church or a police station. Legit, kid. If you want help, you’ve got to make a bold move – now.