After 10 long months of being told what to be.
After being left stranded by people I thought understood me.
After 10 long years of being broken,
After being made fun of.
Can I decide what goes on for once?
Can I have empathy, instead of sympathy?
Can I be perceived, instead of overlooked?
Can I be loved, instead of hated?
Can I tear up my past, like a rough draft, and throw it away?
Can I start over? Will things even change?
Can I just end my life? You would all be better off that way…
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Okey doke…let’s take it from the fifth line…
Life’s what you make it. Decide your own fate.
Maybe, if people understand your situation a little more. Or you know, people who have dealt with your sitch before.
Depends. It’s sort of like how people tend not to look up when searching for someone/something. Perception is a skill easily acquired yet hard to master.
Could do. Dependant on if you want a romantic or other relationship.
I tried that once. Didn’t work. I live my past every single motherfuckin’ day…never gets easier…only gets longer…more distorted.
You’ve got one shot man, like saving the final .357 round for yourself – make it count.
Mate…only you can prevent forest fires…and only you can decide on whether to take your life or not. If you really think that then…by all means, go hard. Otherwise “gears before beers” mate. Check yo self before yo wreck yo self.
Peace oot.