limbo

I’d say it’s a bit of both: good that you acknowledge your precarious situation; bad that you’re not quite sure which avenue to take. I’ll tell myself everyday that I don’t give two fucks whether I live or die – I’m still here though lol. It doesn’t matter whether other people care if you die or not either; it boils down to whether you care enough about yourself to power through the boo shit or not. Granted, you can still carry on without ‘caring’ and still be cautious with life, but…y’know…