im sorry i havent been around lately, things were getting better and then worse again… you know, the ussual…. but this time, i think im realy done… ive picked my best 4 options, and have started to subtily say my goodbyes… its hard to fully explain everything as many of you would know. and although i feel a need to, i wont.. because its quite impossible…
just know that i did try, and that the help ppl have tried to give me, did matter… it gave me a couple more years to make sure that this is what is best… there is no place for me in this world… and so i’ll see you on the other side some day, if there is such a thing… april 21 is the day that comes to mind, but it will probly be after that cuz i dont want to owe my friends… so sometime after that i guess. i probly wont be back this time… so i guess this is good bye. but good luck to those who are still trying. cya ~Tim