please, anyone here that is even suicidal or slightly suicidal, or even not, or just needing someone to talk to, please send me an email. I want to be a friend to you and to try to offer you advice for a blessed life. I am not so old or wise, just 22, but I am pained at reading so many of these posts and I have it in me to be encouraging. I am not acting like I am some kind of suicide hotline but I know those hotlines cannot help to fill the void. please give me an opportunity to encourage you and be a friend.
our lives are short and surely this is an evil world. we need one another. my email is openthymouth318
at gmail. I will write back to you
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And thoes hotlines will send the police to your house…and fast to! :/
Never doing that again
Hate those hotlines. So worthless.
I’d drive away your offer of friendship right fast once you got to know me.
I realize you have a desire to “help”. I used to be like that. But there is so much bitterness, so much rampant pain and anguish. It’s like trying to bust up a brick with a fucking toothpick. Frankly, I’m sick of having no other alternative than learning how to tolerate more pain. And now, thanks to the motherfucking liberal politicians and their addiction to controlling people even my doctors are being threatened with prosecution for prescribing medications that actually help. It used to be we could change the world from within. Well all I can say is that the “within” has become so beaten, burned and obliterated by the bullshit from “without” there is nothing left. No more mind fucks for me. And when the pain finally overtakes me I’ll put a bullet in my head.
It gets fucking closer every hour.
@poisontongue, I don’t think you could do that because I know it takes a while to get to know someone. it couldn’t happen right fast. the offer stands
actually, I demand that you please allow me to prove you wrong
Considering I seem to be utterly repulsive to anyone I’ve ever come across, I bet I can. Nothing lasts. Nothing.
It’s not like anything can change my situation anyway…
I have never come across anyone utterly repulsive in my life.
your life is not your situation, but rather your outlook on your situation.
I would be the first. I’m unique in that regard. It is everything. All of my life lead up to this point. I never even knew it until I was old enough to expect it and I couldn’t stop it. Scars run deep and eternal.