I’m so done with life. With everything included.
Why do I have to be the one with this kind of fucked up rebellious personality?
It’s getting to be too much to handle.
I honestly don’t know how much longer I’ll be able to go on like this.
After 3 months of not cutting, I relapsed.
Fucking relapsed.
I cut. Again.
Fuck it makes me so fucking pissed off that I let myself drop that low.
Again.
After 3 months.
I should just finish the job, and let my life go. -.-
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I think it’s’okay to relapse because it’s’currently the only way you know of expressing your emotions. When you find something else that’ll have the same place in your life as cutting had, you’ll know better than cutting. Like yoga or having a pet. Something that releases your stress in the long run. And it is also alright to feel bad for relapsing, but that only gives you an opportunity to grow stronger and prove yourself that you can do anything (because you can).
I strongly approve of the title of this. My motto is “Fuck Off.” I have been self harming for over a decade. I think I went a year without harming then went right back into it. i seriously wonder if it can be stopped.
I only recently realised that I relapsed.. I never looked at it that way before.. *sigh* and here I thought I was addiction free finally…
“Once we accept our limits, we go beyond them.â€â€• Albert Einstein
There is so much wonderfulness to experience when we open ourselves to the possibilities and leave the past behind. Don’t let the dark place you find yourself-in now limit your tomorrow. Forgive yourself to propel your reach for more, and don’t worry about falling short.
“This journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step”― Lao Tzu