Everything is the same every day.
It’s just the same thing over and over again.
No one is theirselves we all belong to the system
slowly were all dying.
The only thing that keeps me going
Is that maybe one day I’ll find peace
theres nothing I want more than to live in the forest
Leave this pathetic way of life behind, sitting our life away one day at a time, I really love those of you that are reading this right now whatever you may be going through
im so tired of living so mindlessly
I’m 19 years old and have had enough of this game.
I could sing, or hit the gym and do hundreds of sit-ups, and probably will later, I’d like to live naked and free..
but out the only thing that would truly make me happy is to leave it all behind
and live peacefully in the Amazonian Rainforest,
with the tribe that I am so obsessed with.
if only I knew how to get there and stay for good.
Wish I knew
Hope you all find inner peace
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Leaving this shameful way of living. Not being part of this system I don’t believe in. Disappear, connect to nature and find out the meaning of life. My life. My dream, and I can see yours as well. Im not going to say, go for it. Go the the Amazonian rainforest, find your tribe. Do all you can to achieve the happiness, the peace you believe in. But, why do you have to settle with a lifestyle you don’t believe in. Following the crowd believe of what you are supposed or not supposed to do.
Do what you can while the collateral damage is still minimum. There will always be someone disappointed by your actions, hurt as if you were trying to cause pain. You are 19, i’m 24. I allowed life around me to mold my expectations of life, it was enough for a while. Then not anymore cuz it ain’t truly what I seek for. The more years pass by, harder it seems for me to get unattached from all the bullshit.
So do what you can. You might not be able to get there soon. But at least try to take your life in the direction you desire to.
I want to but I don’t know how, there are companies that tour the Amazonian huaorani, I’d go soon as possible, today of I could, this is real. This is for sure…
Even tried talking to one of them to volunteer out there, About possibly volunteering for a year. But truly I just want to join them. And live there.
So tired of everything here, swiping credit cards and driving cars are less and less appealing and more embarrassing.
I want to join them and live there……
Just going to spend the day in the gym
Thanks so much for your comment, it gives me more hope and desire.
Do what you can. Can’t tell you things will happen quick and exactly as you expect. Hasn’t happen for me. But do what you can, aim for similar things in the mean time while focusing on your actual goal. Nothing is permanent, and desires, ambitions are not exception to this. What you think you need today you might not tomorrow. So allow things to flow inside, allow things to change and go along with it. And do what you can always trying to point in the direction you desire.
I have found out that there’s no right or wrong in life. Just choices, and we live by the consequences of those choices. Us dealing with those consequences mold our state in life. But nothing is permanent. Life is about moving. Try not to concentrate on a destination, try to enjoy the ride. I’ll try to do the same and point to what makes me happy and what I believe in.
Good Luck my friend.
Namaste.
I found a few companies that your and maybe one of the tribesmen himself and sent them all an e mail, but that’s all I’m counting on, and in fact if it is him it’ll be much easier explaining that I want to live with them, their way.
One guy from the company messages back and tells me they’re booked for a year and a half for yearlong volunteers, but he forwarded my message to someone else, who works with the guy I might’ve emailed.
Had to do it in Spanish though with a translator. This is all I’m counting on and I hope to god it works ..
I don’t want to be a puppet anymore.