All this fucking shit that has happened to me has played serious hell on my health. My work is extremely exhausting and I’ve been spilling more tears than I’ve been able to drink water. I’m about two metaphorical steps away from an actual emergency room visit. Some of you already understand how bad it is.
But the point is that the choice to recover is eminent! I can’t let myself sink so far off that it takes my life. I’m not done with it, there is still so much to do and see.
I’ve got 3 days off of work.. So I’m getting desperate for recovery.
I’ve set myself up a little station for water/food/smoke/vape next to my bed and I’m not getting up except for an hour or so each day.
So I’m gonna need you all to keep me company and help lift my spirits while I get better (hopefully) 🙂 ….no pressure! lol
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i hope you can make it. Sorry to hear this
I am here at your service. 🙂
What kind of work do you do? I myself am unemployed at the moment, and the stagnancy of my life has done little for my mental health…
I’m sure these three days off will do wonders for you. And I shall provide you with imaginary herbal tea and macarons (because nothing screams indulgence quite like those expensive, delicious little bastards)
Oh I do construction
Oh, extremely exhausting indeed! Scrawny, prissy, dorky me could never even last a day doing that kind of work….
I really do hope you feel better after your rest. I know what it’s like to cry that much, and I’ll try everything within my power to help you through it.
I am only 120lbs, 5’4″ and skinnier than you lol jk. But I am skinny. It’s not how big and strong your arms and muscles are… It’s how certain you are about yourself. And I am a true superhero given the fact that I do what I do, and I do it with a broken spine. When small and frail people tell me they could never be strong, I tell them to look at this broken string of a man who continues to pull the weight of the world with a simple touch of his finger.
I don’t believe in limitation
I believe in myself
Thank you 🙂
I keep looking for the “like” button on this site! lol
Thanks! 🙂 I’m probably gonna pass out soon but thats good to know! Hehe
I have three days off as well, but I will be completely alone so perhaps we can all support each other. For starters, I will be looking forward to seeing the fireworks outside of my window tomorrow night. And RealTalk30, I wish you a peaceful recuperation.
Hey thanks @silence-
Wow, that would be cool to see. How old are you, if you don’t mind me asking? Just curious.
Around my area, fireworks can be kinda scary cuz there’s no one to control what the idiots will do. We have risk of brush fire and folks like to pop off shot guns as well. I’ve never said this before, but I think I truly hate the 4th. lol I remember being a kid and loving the fire works display but when we all went home, the fire works were still there when I closed my eyes, the popping was still there stuffing up my ears. It sucked!! I’m not into trying to fight for a good view in a big crowd either. Certainly John Adams didn’t see this coming, back in the late 1700’s.
🙁 shit…. I gotta clean out my 55gallon fish tank. It’s dirty. I can’t let it go like that. There goes my recovery..
you’re awesome RT 😀 keep doin’ what you do, i’ll always be around 🙂
(Its RT) Yay!! =D
Hey chick!! Wazz zup!?? How you doing?
i be smackin’ down them thirsty ass ratchet hoez smh imma show dem i is da most ghetto ***** out there, they dont know nothin ’bout the thug lyfe
i be like “yo La Quitta, yo weave mad frail *****, gtfo, come at me *****’
…Yer so white! lol
Is anyone online? What’s everyone up too?