Im so damn tired , too much suffering too much pain, just reading the posts here makes me wanna die even more, i feel like its never going to end… oh my god what am i going to do, im truly scared
I can understand your position. I have spent many nghts unable to sleep and depresed over what is going on in the world and my own pain and just wish t would all end.
I wish I could just bury my head in the sand and let things pass over me, things won’t change, the world is not worth living for, life isn’t worth living for, if only death was easy I’d be gone.
Death is hard. I’m scared to do anything to myself (for now), so I’m thinking of possible ways to maybe get killed while working. It won’t happen in my current cushy, safe office job (unless a disgruntled co-worker opens fire), so I’m thinking of getting a dangerous job like deep sea diver for the NOAA or driving a truck on the ice roads in Alaska. And then if I had an “accident,” it wouldn’t look deliberate.
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Why are you afraid to die is living is so awful?
im scared that what is after death is even worse than what is now
I can understand your position. I have spent many nghts unable to sleep and depresed over what is going on in the world and my own pain and just wish t would all end.
I wish I could just bury my head in the sand and let things pass over me, things won’t change, the world is not worth living for, life isn’t worth living for, if only death was easy I’d be gone.
Death is hard. I’m scared to do anything to myself (for now), so I’m thinking of possible ways to maybe get killed while working. It won’t happen in my current cushy, safe office job (unless a disgruntled co-worker opens fire), so I’m thinking of getting a dangerous job like deep sea diver for the NOAA or driving a truck on the ice roads in Alaska. And then if I had an “accident,” it wouldn’t look deliberate.