I rarely come on this site…but I think it’d be a good time to post to get a little off my chest. I don’t know how to feel about life right now. I feel so alone and just overall confused. I really am looking forward to the day where I truly love myself and feel at peace. I don’t even know how I’ve made it this far. I know I’m a shitty person to the people that really matter and who will always be there for me. I’m so selfish towards my family, yet I never do anything about it. Another thing that is just ruining my life is my relationship right now. I’ve only had one serious other relationship and he hurt me so bad. I’m terrified of getting hurt again in any sort of way. I have horrible trust issues, even though there are small reasons for me to actually have any kind of start of trust issues… but then I just think to myself “maybe he is telling me the truth, maybe I am crazy.” I litterally don’t know what’s a truth and what’s a lie anymore. I feel like I’m damaged beyond repair sometimes. Depression and bipolar disorder are monsters from hell.
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Im glad you posted and I hope that it helped or at least will end up helping. Sucks about your last relationship..i wish it would’ve worked out better and im sorry he hurt you. The fear of getting hurt again might be the main reason for trust issues…don’t trust people not to hurt you.
Apart from it just being possible is there any reason why youre afraid that youll be hurt in this relationship?
Im not really knowledgeable about this sort of stuff so im sorry if this doesn’t really help..but eh..Hopefully just posting this helped you…and if so I hope you continue to post whenever needed :3
Wow..sorry, I didn’t know someone commented :/
I rarely go on here anymore
Hi, ItGirl. I hope things are better for you. If you ever need to get some things off your chest, we’re here for you.
I hope that means things have been a bit better?