I’m so fucking done with this household and this “family”. I’m tired of being taken advantage of, of being the only one that works, the only one that keeps the fucking lights on, the only one that carries the fucking world on their shoulders and is still expected to do everything. I haven’t even gotten the chance to sleep today, fuck I’ve only gotten four hours to carry me the last 24 hours! But no, they still need me to do more and run all their god damn errands and run their welfare asses around like I’m their god damn taxi driver. They can all go to hell. All I ever do anymore is work and sleep work and sleep and now they just want me to WORK WORK WORK WORK. I have only two fucking hours until my next shift. I can’t fucking take it anymore. I haven’t even been able to get a moment to write on this site because I haven’t had a single fucking moments rest and now I CANT sleep because I’m so pissed off but no one in this house gives a damn because it’s not their fucking problem so fuck them. They’re just reinforcing the idea that I should become a selfish person and leave them to their own devices. Then maybe my sister would take some fucking responsibility and that alcoholic **** would get the fuck over herself and DO SOMETHING FOR FUCKING ONCE. God fucking damn this reality. I’m done being everyone’s fucking mother. They can all burn in hell.
There. I’m done.
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I really do believe this is one of those moments, where words won’t have any effect. Sometimes (a lot of times) you just need to get i out.
Find another living situation
Maybe you could not pay the bills for once, you know, to show them that you shouldn’t be the only one paying the bills. I mean only if you won’t get in trouble for it. If you show them you’re tired of paying everything and doing everything for everybody, they’ll either move out or get a job and help you.
Move dear and fast. Maybe that will keep them from using you and ultimately make them hit rock bottom. The only way is up from there on out. I love my family but I cant live with them. I am too looking for a way out. I just suck at holding a job or I would of been on my own long ago.