What is “Life”

I simply don’t look at life the same way others do.  You can look at is as a miracle but I see it as a simple meaningless cycle.  We laugh, we smile, and we cry but in the end it is ALL for nothing, you die.  You die and then those who remembered you will die and then you are forgotten.  I’d give the same advice to those I will leave behind “be strong, look on the bright side, things will get better.”  Just when will they?  If you’re telling me this everyday and nothing is changing then you are lying.  Some say life is constantly saying no to death but I do not fear death I embrace it.  The thought of death is ultimate bliss.  Life has always made me feel uncomfortable I do not enjoy its monotonous cycles none of it excites me.  People tell me “I’ll be sad if you go”. well I’m sad every fucking day so welcome to my world and like you tell me “Get over it”