All my life, people have hated and humiliated me for no reason. I have social anxiety disorder. I look timid and weird, so people treat me like crap. I’ve had rocks and trash thrown at me for no reason. Strangers scream at and intimidate me for fun. I stay home most of the time. I’m always lonely, so sad, and so angry. I’ve never been on a date. I’m so sick of life. I feel like the devil is punishing me for no reason. I wish I could close my eyes and die, but every morning I unwillingly wake up to a brand new damn day. I can’t stand life. I want peace. My family hates me. They even have encouraged people to throw rocks at me because I’m such a weak person. Everyone seems to hate me. Why can’t I die already?
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Your description goes far to describe how cruel humans can be. I have no answer except that you do not deserve to be abandoned in a world so unfeeling.
Your family are horrible humans…you don’t deserve to belong to these wretched people. Youve had th misfortune to be born to them.Many good people have the same misfortune,but have survived it and gotten out and far away from their families. Don’t give up hope.Plan your escape…you have the same right to live in pursuit of your dreams and personal happiness as ANYONE born on this planet does…You aren’t who THEY say you are-you’re who YOU say you are.Fuck them,they don’t know how to love properly
The purpose of living is to die.