Yes I got the title from Doug Stanhope (one of dopest). I felt it very appropriate considering how I plan to end it all. Sept. 14th my birthday. Perfect. I don’t wish to go into the details of my heart ache, I just want the pain and loneliness to cease. One shotgun from Walmart $150, box of shells $10, alleviation from thirty four years of emotional upheaval fucking priceless.
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Well I dont think thats a good plan I think you should hang around a while and start a whole new
adveturous life.
but if you do go through with it I wish you peace. I hope you go quickly and peacefully
be caeful some people have hot themselves and lived only to have more pain to deal with in life
I figured starting a new life would be my salvation. But I don’t know. Such exhaustion has made me an introvert. Adventures seem like adolescent thoughts. Unrealistic yet nostalgic. As irrational as this may seem. There is a peace that comes with this decision. Thank you for you kind words.
I am sorry for your suffering and that things are so bad that it came to this. You are fortunate than you can go unto a store to buy a gun. I’ve had 5150s and 5250s so I can never possess a gun in the USA. I wish you a peaceful journey.
I wish you would wait and reconsider. Give yourself time… Things may get better.
I love you. I wish you would wait.