I’ve been clean for three, four months and a couple of days ago i cut again, i hate myself for it, everything that’s going on, friendships, wanting to be non-binarry/ftm but my mum will never ever accept me, i just feel so load, and hour ago i broke down in my Uni class, i hate myself i’ve always been so strong and right now i’m the weakest i’ve ever been, i feel like i’m being pulled and dragged around by my family, the people i talk to i don’t know who i am anymore…
I won’t eat, i’m losing so much weight, i’ve got people saying i’m important and then the next saying i’m selfish and a freak… i don’t know how to feel or be, i want to be happy but i don’t know how! I am gay, i am low and i need help…. but i don’t know where to get it when my mum and family won’t let me and stop me…
Please i need someone to talk to!!
I want to die…
Chloe xxxxx
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Hey Chloe, what do ya know. Wow. That was lame. But it rhymed, so there is that.
I hold no blame to you. I can understand the lack of desire to respond to such an intro. But I’ll be stumbling and bumbling around here if you change your mind.
I’m in the same situation. Was doing really well then all of the sudden it was like I can’t focus at all in my college classes. If you ever want to talk just email me at tallyho305 @ Gmail.com I totally understand the disappointment that comes with dealing with depression while in school.