anger…

I had a surprising bout of anger, nearing a temper-tantrum, this morning. And what was it over? My missing hairbrush. Yeah thats low.

Its about the only thing I keep in the bathroom, it even has my name sharpied on it. I know it was there yesterday,when I didnt need it,  but it isnt there today when needed it.

Thats my life. Things are there when I don’t need them & gone when they’re needed. Mostly that’s because other people use my stuff, even though it has my name written all over it, & they dont care & they dont replace. Its not like I can replace them either!!

Now I know a hairbrush is just a brush, but its more the fact that I have been using my old ratty brush that everyone else has been using, cos its taken me so long to find another good cheap brush. I hear you say, well if it was cheapm go get another. For me to get another brush it will take me 3hrs & 3 busses to get there. I had multiple things to do in that centre,  so it wascworth it. But now I dont need to go there again.

Grrrrrr it just shits me off. Maybe I’m getting tired of being used & forgotten & I’m getting angry about it now, cos I never get that angry.