so i’m going to introduce my self first, well i guess you can see that my name is Misa.
I love anime stuff, and i’m kinda weird and rebellious.
Some people think that i’m goody goody but that’s always at first, and when i ask them why do they think that i’m goody goody they said that is because of my looks, because i look like i won’t do bad things that’s always the impression, and decide to them selves that i’m like that, and i really hate it when people is deciding that i’m the person they think who i am.
But i’m not the person who are they thinking. I’m not Goody goody at all.
but when i showed my real self to them they’re like blind people they stick on the person they think i am, and they just gonna say that i’m just influenced by the people around me….. WTF! but when they knew about i was still watching anime, drinking alcohols, smoking cigarettes(which is not really a bad thing for me and they think it’s a sin), and they keep on judging me and says “why are you still watching anime? grow up!”, “you’re weird”, “what have you become!”, “who is influencing you?!”, “why did you become like that!”, “you’re not the person i met before..”, i’m like WTF i’m still the person you all met and i’m not influenced by other people this was my choice, and don’t tell me what to watch or what to do i love watching anime so just accept it, This is me!!
Well i guess some people who are reading this would not actually understand about the anime thing,
but i wish you people who are reading this will understand my feelings…..
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Hi Misa,
I hope you’re well, and I hope Halloween was enjoyable. Do you live in Japan? I recently moved to Tokyo, and they love Halloween here. I thought being here would make me happier, but I am more depressed than ever, but it is a beautiful country.
Anyway, it sounds like you are worrying a lot about what other people are saying. You should be happy with who you are. That’s all that really matters. People are always judging, it’s what they do. You just have to try to learn that their words mean a lot more to you than they do to you.
Their words mean a lot more to you than they do to them***
i used to live there :/ but i moved in philippines. actually i really don’t care what people thinks but sometimes i just can’t stop thinking about what they’re telling me, and it sucks when they say that blah blah blah negative things :/ i just really hate those people who are so judgemental to others, and don’t worry i’m kinda happy with who i am 🙂 and thank you for telling me “You should be happy with who you are” i kinda losing my confidence about my self these past few weeks 🙂
you’re very cute! thank you for introducing yourself 🙂
i was going to say the same thing. . haha
LOL
Happy Halloween. Must have been fun for an anime fan, good excuse to dress up. It sounds like you’re a dark person. That’s gotta be frustrating that people assume you aren’t then get upset when they find out you are.
I have the opposite problem; people think I’m much, much worse than I really am. So for Halloween I was who people seem to think I am. He has so many names… And people said very fitting character. Sure. I make a good devil, though I was more like Pacino in The Devil’s Advocate than a red guy with horns. The costume was all about attitude, really, and I had to fake it. Oh well. I’ll probably be remembered that way when I’m gone, but at least one stranger will know I’m actually very caring on the inside. My whole philosophy on life can be summed up with if it doesn’t hurt other people, do whatever you want to do.
LOL i’m not that dark person just i little bit inside haha… 🙂
those people suck they’re so judgemental -.- and i liked your philosophy on life 🙂
Hey misa, yeah people suck. you’re probably not a “goodie-goodie” but people don’t ever think and are mostly all retards. . . 🙂 😀
yup i know right :/
Hello 🙂 i am glad you do what you enjoy and not worry about what others think
thanks 🙂