It never fails to get me. The feeling of guilt. I run, leaving those lonely ones behind. I just don’t wanna be a witness to seeing them so miserable. I know they need me, but I don’t know what I can do. So I run, hoping for a temporary cure to these feelings. But then guilt comes up, and stabs you through your heart, “Why did you run? Why did you leave them alone? How could you!? You’re so selfish.”
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Take me somewhere only we know. Take me there my sweetest little girl. Hug me. Never let me go. I will chase you, as have I during the holidays.
Grab onto my hand and never let go. I will take care of you. You’re always on my mind. Always. Someday, you might find this. Someday. I may or may not be with you. No regrets. I am loving you with all of my heart right now. As stupid as it sounds, yeah I do. Maybe one day, it’ll fade into the background, stored at the back of our memories. But I loved every bit of it. Thank you my dear.
Don’t give up my darling. Don’t let go. I will support ya. Don’t worry my lil girl. I’m here. No worries. We might die one day, but until then, I’m here for you. I’m here for you to find shelter. You are my world. You are mine. So please, take care of yourself my dearest. I love you.