What am i supposed to do with these horrible thoughts swirling around in my mind ?
It makes me feel like im going insane. No one gets me or understands my feelings.
I used to cut myself and since ive stopped i cant seem to shake the urging want , and
need to relapse. Ive tried to tell my parents but they just kinda blew it off. Everyday i think
about killing myself in MANY different ways but something is keeping from doing it. The little
fucking voices in my head are yelling at me and saying just do it , just kill yourself there’s nothing here for you JUST KILL YOURSELF ALREADY !
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in some cases, unfortunately, parents cannot be of much help. I left home the day i turned 14…i’ve been insttitutionalied for depression, so i can empathize with how you must be feeling…but i have found that the reasons to live hold far more sand than the reasons to go thru with it. it saddens me to hear that you are being crushed under the weight of your torturous emotions. we are a frail bunch, us humans, and it seems those with a greater capacity to feel, feel pain and anguish far more acutely, and the things that cut the deepest leave no scars……i would implore you to allow your parents some forgiveness for their inept, ambivalant obliviousness in regards to there reaction, or lack thereof, to your feelings, i would venture to assume that they don’t react as they do out of malice, but ignorance. parents are people too, and are just as fucked up and confused as everyone else, if not more so, given the fact they’ve been around longer than you and had more oppurtunities to be hurt and fucked over