Why am I here on this planet? I hate being alive, I hate waking up each morning. Why am I here!? Why did God put me on this Earth? Why am I always so sad? I don’t deserve to be here, I’m an awful person. I’ve done nothing good so far in my life. I’ve only caused pain. Pain to the ones who care about me and love me. Why do I hurt the ones I love? I wish God would have given my healthy body to someone who is sick and dieing. They deserve it. I’m not doing anything good to my 16 year old body. I cut it, I burn it. I do drugs. I’m not meant to be here. Someone more deserving should be.
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I feel that there are some things going on in your life that you don’t quit understand yet. You’re very young still. In time you will understand, I’m certain. Just please give it time.
Sometimes it’s the little things that make the difference. You don’t have to do major deeds in life in order to justify your existence. If you’re sad (and it sounds like you’re being hard on yourself), speak with someone. Talk about what’s going on and why you feel that way. Let them help you. Sixteen is way too early to give up. There are other ways to work through what you’re struggling with. Sometimes you just need to ask for help.
… remember my reply to your previous post:
“Okay… Assuming you won’t write music, paint, or cure cancer, what do you like to do? It’s not necessary for everybody on the planet to dramatically change the world. In some way, we can impact it. Your everyday interactions with friends, your accomplishments at work, reaching out to the homeless through church, stuff like that. Maybe you’ll talk somebody through a problem. You don’t need to be mentioned on CNN to be considered a “great” person. Everybody has a reason for being here. I think more people would miss you than you realize.”
Listen I know that feel bro.
Every breathe I take I curse as well.Sometimes I wish I could sell the rest of the years I have left to a deserving person for 6 months away from everything and a lot of fuckn cash to party,drink and smoke the remaining of the days.
That is my dream.
But let’s be honest it’ll never happen.
So I gotta take myself out .
I’m sure.
U may not be.
Think careful,and think hard.
Cause there’s no turning back luv.
Thanks guys:)