I am so very tired of living. It scares me how much I am. I am sitting at my computer, not looking at anything because I just don’t care. I am alone. I am lost and no one even knows.
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me, too.
grab a bottle of delicious wine, put on a good tv show and enjoy the night, there will be a brighter day tomorrow 🙂
Tacos, I’m sorry you feel the same. It’s so hard feeling this, but not wanting to…
KrazyKaze007, if that was the answer, that’d be great. It’s not. I have realized that I ignore my own needs because I don’t believe I can met them. It is like the bird who cannot see the glass window and flies into it. I cannot see my needs until I am hit the window. Smack!
You’d think I would have gotten it already. I am trying.
I am the same way.. it all started when I first smoked weed as a teenager.. when I chose to do that it was if a demon seed was planted in me.. and year by year my life crumbled and destroyed itself.. 13 years later I am.. weak and pathetic.. no sign of hope.. just want to end my life now for it will never get better.. i made too many mistakes.. it’s taken its toll.. I’ve never been in love.. blinded by my demons.. i have nothing to reminisce. . Only failure.