As if I’ll open up to any of you anymore, you lying bastards who all said I was fine as me, better even, then turned your backs the moment I needed someone? I’d rather post anonymously on a site of suicidal people than trust any of you.
I need to provide for my girls, my cats, the only two living creatures to love me unconditionally. When that’s settled, it’s over. I will have peace. And you can celebrate my death all you want.
It’s time. I’m done.
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Yeah it’s true trust can be a tricky thing…god knows I know I stupidly trust, think that people have my best interests at heart…childish hey.
But I wanted to believe that there are good people out there…never understood abuse.
I keep trying to trust. I’m not sure how any part of me even has that ability anymore.
I love how your girls and cats are the closes things you got (?-?-?)
Same, actually. Two little girl cats.
I’m sorry to read this. It’s sad to see you struggle so much. Please know there are some people who won’t celebrate when you die. Please know that some people wish you peace, just not at the price of your life. I wish you a better tomorrow than the yesterdays that have brought you to this point.