I’m so fuckin sick of people telling me I havent fucking tried. So fuckin sick of people saying I don’t put my “all” into it! So fucking INCREDIBLY sick of hearing, “you have to want it.” Oh, let me get this straight. You actually think I like to live every fucking moment in misery and agony? You actually think that I love to walk the streets and feel like I fucking disgust every person and that I’m a disgrace in their eyes? I mean as if it matters right? No, they don’t fucking matter but do you know how it feels to be paranoid into thinking every god damn person is out to fuckin get you? Shut the fuck up and get out of my god damn face! Fuck you you piece of fucking shit for think that I or we (all of us) WANT to fucking be here… You should feel fucking ashamed into trying to make a person who feels like shit even more fuckin shitty.. Bravo you’ve made another fucking human even more miserable.. Do you fucking feel better about yourself now?!!?! Do you feel like you’ve accomplished this sick fucking goal that you set out to do?! Hey guys, I’m going to be a fucking dick and go out and make people fell shitty.. FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUUUCCCKK YOUUUU!!!
3 comments
I know exactly how you feel! They just don’t understand how much pain we have to deal with all day everyday. It’s a struggle, but we made it this far. That has to count for something right?
Don’t be like the others seriously they suck. Stay true to you. Keep going on and live though. Just remember not every fukin person is out to get you, its a myth and remind yourself that every time you feel like shit
I agree, it is not particularly fun or uplifting when being told to try harder, all it does is make you feel worse, like you are not doing anything worthwhile or meaningful