I’m really considering hanging, the tools are easy to find, I’m tired of it all life is just so hard on me,I honestly don’t believe it will get better have lost all Faith and I Hate every fucking moment I am still alive . I feel that my mind is so messed up and destroyed. Why can’t I just be okay again . Why……..
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That question is asked frequently and yet we don’t have an answer. Instead of asking why, ask how do you make it better. You’ll get an answer as long as you believe there is one. (:
Sometimes I find strangling myself with a chord or something can relieve the symptoms a little… Just if you’re in that lowest point, it can help ease it a little… Just lay on the bed and undo it before you pass out… I think it’s safe because I’ve done it quite a few times… The non mark leaving of cutting (though you can get some blood marks and bruises, they go after a couple of days… Non permanent)
Cool . do you think it’ll kill me if I don’t resist . my point is to die hah
I don’t know… I never got that far… But I guess not… Just cut off supplies and maximum end up a vegetable I would guess… But I’m not a doctor and was trying to offer relief as oppose to the end option…. I don’t think I could ever recommend a way to end someone else’s life as I would feel too guilty… But I hear how you feel and know how painful and desperate it is…
Make sure rope doesn’t break.
Make sure rope doesn’t break.
That would suck . hah I got an old rope I found in the storage room seems strong now what to hang from ….. Still deciding
How are you doing living_life?
Well… I’m thinking of you… Whoever you are and wherever you are….