I never thought I’d consider suicide. I always thought that no matter how hard things got I would hold strong. I used to laugh and think, “Suicide is only for the weak.” However, I was wrong. I’ve kept all my past bottled up for years that I’ve begun breaking down as I recall memories I thought I had buried away. Maybe I’ve been depressed my whole life but never realized it…Now I can’t help but think that if I’m gone no one will have to worry about a useless waste of space like me. I can only laugh bitterly at the sad state I’ve ended up in.
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” if I’m gone no one will have to worry about a useless waste of space like me. I can only laugh bitterly at the sad state I’ve ended up in.”
Freeman ,
everyone is a useless waste of space, we have no real purpose, other than to survive, some humans have better luck than others, we humans are born to struggle till death, we are nothing special, nothing we do as humans matters in the end, fact you are here and alive, it’s up to you to give yourself a reason to be here, pursue your dreams, everyone clocks out sooner or later, and nothing matters, if your bored with living then why live? if your living for others why live? live for yourself, this whole thing is “LIFE” is a fantasy, we have as much purpose as a cockroach on this planet, one day it will all disappear , you and I will disappear! burn up by the sun no trace of ever existing, live for yourself and enjoy what you can
Thank you for your reply, truthfully I wasn’t expecting anyone to say anything. I put this up out of desperation but thank you.
Before I tried to kill myself, this was how I felt. I felt exactly like this, and it brought back memories for me to be reading this as well. I want to help you. I don’t know how I can do that, but if you need anyone to talk to, know I am here. (Facebook: Tina Petrie Twitter: turntupforlarry)
I was the same way, truthfully. I never thought in a million years that I would even try to kill myself. But I did try, and after being through such a terrible experience of death looking me straight in the eyes, I’ll tell you now you get help. Get a counsellor, a therapist, or talk to a trusted parent and such.. Just choose something. The feeling your feeling, I felt it too, and trust me, you are not alone. Please don’t kill yourself.
I’m happy just having you take some of your to read this. I can’t talk to anyone else about it.
I know it seems as if you can’t, but if your feeling this way, you need help. I sound cruel, and rude, but it’s very true.
I understand but I don’t want to cause my family trouble again. I feel like I would be doing more damage than good.
You’re so gentle, but I think because is your family, that you can trouble than. Don’t worry over everything.. if you’re sad.. just bring trouble! Say you want someone to listen to you and huge you! If I could I would do it for you, but all I can do is listen. You know, people can’t live alone, of course you have your own body, and you just can’t say to someone “let’s fuse our bodys” or when we’re dieng “I’ll bring you with me hohoho” But everyone can choose, choose everything, what you want to do? I think the purpose of life is to find happiness, everyone have what make than happy, everyone have their own purpose, but i think it’s not easy to find and to keep it, that’s where our willpower comes. You can think about youself more than others sometimes and do what you want to do.
I feel the same as you do. Truthfully, the only thing that has been stopping me from commiting suicide was the thought of what came after. I’m not really a religious person, but the thought of ending up in hell or drifting around as a ghost has been the only thing stopping me. You are not alone in your feelings. You’re not alone in feeling that telling someone would burden them even more. But at least try.
Dude, if you kill yoirself, you’d be doing your family more harm. Imagine. Your parents would be too distressed to work but they would have to pay for your funeral. It would bring so much pain to them…
That is the only reason why I’m still alive.
Please don’t do it, as hard as it is please make it through, you owe it to yourself to live and your life will get better