I never thought I’d consider suicide. I always thought that no matter how hard things got I would hold strong. I used to laugh and think, “Suicide is only for the weak.” However, I was wrong. I’ve kept all my past bottled up for years that I’ve begun breaking down as I recall memories I thought I had buried away. Maybe I’ve been depressed my whole life but never realized it…Now I can’t help but think that if I’m gone no one will have to worry about a useless waste of space like me. I can only laugh bitterly at the sad state I’ve ended up in.