I spent ten years building a business and all my close friends fell away. I don’t think my girlfriend has any passion for me. I dont think my business partner has any passion for the business. I’m not the best at what i do and i feel like everyone is watching me fail.
The only thing that’s keeping me alive is that my parents are too. They shouldn’t have to plan a funeral. Sigh. Maybe the universe will take me naturally.
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You’re loved, stranger. I read this and felt a bit of your pain. Nobody wants you to feel bad. Whatever you do in the whole universe is okay.
Running your own business is a big deal and an awesome one too! I’m sorry to hear you feel like peeps are watching you fail amd you’ve lost friends through dedication to something. The thing is 10 years ago you had the guts to take a leap and run your own show. I know I dont understand your situation and I dont mean to trivialise ibut would taking a break ever help? Is that even feasible? It might help to re-energise you. Furthermore if you took a break you could try something spontaneous with your gf. It would be both a litmus test for tour relationship but also I think she would like the sign you still care about her.
…just a few random thoughts. Apologies if I have completely missed the point. I seem to ramble these days. Happy trails nontheless, all is not lost my friend 🙂