if there is someone out there as “messed up as i am that would love me as i am?” Sometimes, i wonder this, but i highly doubt it…b/c even the “sad, lonely people….want hot, cute, wonderful people. And, i am none of these. So, i want to die…I’ve tons of other issues too! 🙁
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I met someone three years ago from this very site who loved me as I was – and ‘messed up’ is a polite way of describing it. Every kind of person is wanted by somebody out there, but a lot of suicidal people are reclusive… so they don’t tend to meet each other and connect in the way that others do.
“messed up as i am that would love me as i am?” <- you're describing the entire world there. I do think there's always the chance for people who "get" each other to hit it off, no matter how badly messed up they are. After they get together tho? that depends entirely on the conviction of each of the parts, because even if some people think love is this magical thing that makes everything perfect… nope. It takes work and devotion, and most of it is not magical, it's just a choice.