I thought I was done with this site. Here i am though and its truly been a while. I don’t know what to do. I tried to kill myself when i was at home with my parents i thought that i would move back with my gf and shit would get better. That i could finally be happy and have a family of my own filled with the love i always wanted but since i got here its been nothing but abuse and disrespect. There’s no love anymore and that sucks but i need to stop being stupid and face death like who wants to suffer on there death bed its like pull the fuckn plug already.!!
Yup that my life at the moment:(
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Hi. It’s not stupid to want to be happy with a good family. That’s at the top of my wish list. but it’s not going to happen with the wrong person, and the right person is difficult to find.
Difficult, not impossible.
Death beds are for sleeping vampires.
Sorry you had to come back like this, I returned too.
Relationships are supposed to make you happy for the majority of the time, not miserable.
Figure out what’s going wrong and try to fix it, or break up and walk away. Life is short, don’t spend it on a situation that causes more stress than joy.
takes guts to pull the plug…that if u don t get the crazy impulse and just do it.
This isn’t the only relationship you’ll find. I know ending it right now might bring on more suicidal thoughts, but if you can’t fix it alone then you’ll have to end things eventually. I’m sorry you’re in that situation and feel so bad that you had to come back here. There are other ways to find happiness. I hope you find some soon.